Sunday

Today I have one of those great days where everythings’s just *nice*.

Although I woke up horribly late I spent the midday eating mom’s fantastic food, playing some Gears of War 3 and watching Liverpool as they unsurely, but worthy beat Chelsea with two goals to one, with Glen Johnson scoring the second goal for Pool after some very questionable substitutions from Villas-Boas. I mean seriously? Torres hasn’t shown form since several games back and André decides to substitute him in for Drogba, a player who has been really, really hot as of late.
Another thing I really questioned was Chelseas David Luiz. That is someone who needs to either take anger management classes or grow up. The level of maturity and professionalism he possesses on the field equals to none. He did not impress me today and I’d rather sub him out for Bosingwa, give Ivanovic a RM role and play 3-4-3 to put further pressure on liverpools defensive midfield / backs.

Btw, 1-2 with Glen Johnson as the second scorer, yeah, that’s what I predicted on The Kops hp. No need to praise me but yeah, I’m just that good of an oracle. Now, give me your money and I’ll tell you everything you want to hear by looking at your motherfucking hands.

Anyway, after the game it was a nice and quiet evening, caught up with Montreal – Rangers and took a long & relaxing bath.

Now, some One Tree Hill!

Can’t help but love that show, it’s like my guilty pleasure – except for the fact that I don’t feel guilty for loving it.

Honest pleasure! (y)

Johnossi – 18 Karat Gold

NHL Marathon

There’s nothing that can save a Saturday evening home alone as an NHL marathon.

Tonight’s glorious schedule.

Jets – Flyers
Kings – Wings
Montreal – Rangers
Edmonton – Chicago

Oh, and I’m not really alone. I got my dog, so I think I’m good. ^^,

I really need to start going to go to bed before four am.

…

I also need to learn how to make my own bed properly.

Heh.

 

Little River Band – The Night Owls

I’m a rocketeer let’s fly~~~

I’m in a good mood tonight.
Like, really good.
Like, really, really good.

Sure I missed a close friend’s 20th Birthday, the VIP table and all the girls tonight and instead have to spend the evening in bed, coughing, and eating Ment as if it were Meth but, I don’t know. I probably sound like a bad friend for having a good time anyway but he’s enjoying good company and I’m enjoying a good film (127 Hours). I know it can’t really compare but meh, gotta do the best out of the situation. I’ll make it up to him in a couple of weeks!

A good tune helps too and I’m in my more creative mood tonight, wanting to listen to music and, heck I dunno. DAAAAANCE ~~twirls~~  *cough, cough* not really. Ugh, think I need to sit down…  Nah but really I feel like doing something.. I don’t know what yet but something… cool… Yeah, something cool! Creative minds work best at night! I think..

Oh, but first I need to download the first season of One Tree Hill. Nostalgia trip incoming! Early seasons, such a fantastic show and I got a lot of good memories from listening to the soundtracks from it. Plus chicks seem to like that I’ve seen it…

 

Oh, I tried to drink milk today too.
Was nice.
Tasted like milk.

J. Reyez & Jason Chen – Rocketeer

It’s not you, it’s me.

Sorry.

It’s not you, it’s me.

No, it’s not cliché; it’s the story of my life.

I’ve never allowed myself to get emotionally close to a girl, ever.

Every time I come close to someone I either end up shutting her out, desperately try to find flaws in her personality, looks or I just try to make her not interested in me anymore.

I don’t know why I do that. It’s just a thing I have going for me, don’t know how to stop it either. But I want to.

God I want to.

I guess I’m afraid of opening up to a real person, you know? Sharing those things about me I really don’t want them to find out; my real thoughts, experiences and feelings. Basically I have a problem with the whole vulnerability shit. What if she doesn’t like what she hears and leave me? What if I end up really liking this girl but she hurt me? What if? What if? What if?

It’s easy to tell a girl she’s beautiful, that you want to ask her out, that her hair looks nice, shirt is sexy, but it’s incredibly difficult to tell her things about myself. Nor is it easy to allow myself to really, really believe my own words when I say that I like her. Maybe I really do like her, or maybe I’m just lonely.

I guess that won’t be an issue when I find the right one, will it? But what if it doesn’t change What if some things never change? What if I will push her away and miss my chance? What if? What if? What if?

You got some serious issues man.

Yes.

What if I do?

Christina Aguilera – You Lost Me